Friday, July 19, 2013

Bye Bye Divine.. Hello MaMa D

So I have been SUPER busy with my Herbalife work this weekend and week in California for a Leadership development weekend and honestly haven't thought much about surrogacy.

Back onto my Surrogacy!!

I have had off and on discussions with my Agency this week. Over all I am not sure I want to continue with Divine Mrs M.  I want an IM that I can have regular daily contact with and I honestly don't feel I will get that from her.

I just wrote this REALLY LONG blog about my feelings.. I feel I should probably learn to censor myself and simply put I am now looking at a new IM. No ones fault.. not agency, not divine's its more that I need a hands on IM and she's pretty busy!

Any how...  Among the discussions with the agency about various things that I'm not sure I want with Divine Mrs M,   MaMa D Emailed me over the weekend with a plea asking for my help. She's gonna be a single mama, ER DO Physician (more holistic, naturalistic type physician) lives in San Diego has a close family.  I decided to email her back 2 days ago. Since no money has been spent on me, contracts aren't even starting to be drawn up let alone signed with Divine so I felt I am okay talking to others. The agency even said that if I don't feel we should be matched anymore they would understand if I unmatched with her.  I feel bad leaving the agency and going independent but to be really honest I have not yet began an emotional connection with divine... cause the agency is always monitoring and I cant just call and talk to her. I really like the lady that owns the agency.. but I've got to do what's best for me right ??

Anyhoo so I started emailing MaMA D  back and forth for and we skyped today I really like her :) So HOPEFULLY I have finally found the right IM :) I feel like a broken record but I REALLY feel like this is the ONE! We had a very smooth, good conversation. We have a lot of similar views and I feel its gonna make for an amazing match for us :)
I'm so sad to end it with Divine Miss M, but I am also excited to start this journey with MaMa D and see where this leads!!

Another really cool thing about MaMa D is that she's adopting Embryos... which I think is SO COOL ! I hadn't heard of it till today. When a family is done with their IVF and don't need left over embryo's they adopt them out... thats way neat!! Anyhoo so she will have adopted embryos.. Her sister had a baby through embryo adoption too!!

Anyhoo we had a great skype call and I really enjoyed talking to her !! I think we will have a great bond :)
So wish me luck on the new match!





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